狂乱家族日記
Diary of The Frenzy Family
Name: Wee Wei Jie Elson
Nicknames: eL, Ikai
el_wave@hotmail.com
North view Primary, ACS Barker Road, Singapore sports school, ACS Independent, Ngee Ann Poly
Hobbies: reading mange, watching anime, swimming, sleeping
狂乱日記
Friday, November 6, 2009, 11/06/2009 02:53:00 PM
It's been a while since I am at my blog. I know this blog is no longer read by anyone because it's been forever since I have last posted but even so I gonna post for once after so long.I feel like I am lost in my own cross road of life now, even though I have learnt so many things, done so many things, I still feel not much of a achievement and as usual I am still a jack of all trades yet master of none.
Been doing lots of things lately too, swimming competition which is held at a place that I always try to avoid going, doing things that I seriously don't want to do. Facing it is a really big obstacle for me, seeing people I used to hate and seeing places I used to go and stay. To me now, everything seems so far-off and illusional.
Just a few days back, I wasn't able to keep my cool and got into a quarrel with my good friend, I really want to apologise to that person and say that I don't mean to do so. Sorry for all the times, I have troubled you and thanks for supporting me whenever I am down and continue to stay with me even though others may already leave me out. Instead of being thankful to you, I got angry and quarrelled with you.
Just a while ago, I was doing a quiz on FB and I got this. Haha I don't even know is this real or not but I get the feeling I am like that.
Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.
You’re usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most... of the time willing to talk about it.
You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”
You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!
You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...
You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.
You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.
To people, who are reading this blog, I am not being a emo idiot. Even now, I am still continuing to look forward in life to go against the ugly flow of bad luck in front of me.
Now I know, even useless people can be useful when they really try their best. Nothing will change if you just stand still and wait for people to come. Others are just people who will give you a pull but to hold on to that hand that reach out to you, is the choice of the one who needs it
Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 5/20/2009 02:38:00 PM
ITS BEEN FOREVER SINCE I POSTED WAAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!I twisted my right hand middle finger...nice right?
damn freaking pain lah. but guess what i still can point middle finger hehehe
now in financial regulation and practices class... freaking boring lah... can sleep...
argh lah typing with a bandage on my hand is a bit the hard ah...
lol i learnt this from my friend nerizza...
I'm bleak, It's over, Fmylife
Phrase
I was always alone but not anymore... I think
Friday, March 27, 2009, 3/27/2009 12:44:00 AM
nothing to blog about jus wannt blog up this poem that came to my mind while watching anime and chatting with friends...there's something in this world that no one has seen before
it is gentle and sweet
maybe if it could be seen
everyone would fight over it
that's why no one has ever seen it
the world hid it so that no one could get their hands on it easily
however, someday, someone will find it
The person who deserves it the most will definitely find it
this is how it's created
that something said in the poem is up to you guys to decide what is it...
The World is full of contradiction, and so am I but that's what has to be changed..
Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 3/25/2009 06:38:00 PM
ALRIGHT!!! Sports camp over a few days ago!!! its great to have my lycan guys as my first batch of freshies... enthu batch of people i must say... sometimes so enthu that we the GLs looks like the freshies instead LOL.... Last day was great... new bonds are form in many ways...In many meetings, there are always separation. However, this is not really a separation, this is just departure, this is also not the end but a new start. Though it maybe quite lonely at times, but this is what life is all about.
Last few days after sports camp was quite bad for me, especially something happened at home whereby my mother has to be in hospital but now she is back at home scolding me again so she is pretty much fine right now. Plus I also manage to get back my spoiled lappie, fixed it is, as good as new. Missed out many anime episodes too sobsob...
Today went out to buy lunch for my mother, then go out again to sign up for my driving basic theory test but guess what their system was down and if want to wait will take 3hours before my turn... what rubbish... and then I was told that I CAN DO THIS FREAKING REGISTRATION ONLINE... omg such a wasted of time to just go to yio chu kang and back for nothing... before i came home... went to buy popiah for my mother again... no idea how she eat so much when she still is sick.. or rather how is she able to keep scolding me when she is unwell... weird hehehe... omg that doesnt matter, as long as she is fine, seeing her on drips feels like 心痛 like siao... the needle so BIG lah then my mother's hand so SMALL... good thing she is out of there alrdy...
Lastly, SUNDAY IS COMING, MY 19TH BIRTHDAY, you guys must be thinking why am I so excited over a merely 19th birthday, it is not like the 18th one or the 21st one... let me tell you what, every 19th birthday of one person, their western date birthday and chinese date birthday is on the same day... that is like so DAMN COOL!!!!
Hopefully after my birthday, my luck will go for the better this year, as for my result which i surprisingly passed everything this time, I really want it to be much better for this semester, even though I cannot get to be with some of my best friends, I still have a few with me in the same class it seems.
DELTA CHI FOREVER!!!! LYCANS ETERNAL!!!!!! AH!!! WOOOOOOO!!!!!!
PS: Congrats to my CGL who found his love on the MRT(?) train and then please do not be late for your dates like you always do for our group meetings
Quotes
The world changes just by you being here.
See, the monotone scenery is reflected vividly.
Before I'm aware, the separated hands are held together as we walk.
I'll ask that sky
if I'm loving properly.
Even if the day we shall separate comes,
having the days I thought of you is enough.
Someday the day I'll understand why we separated will come.
I'll promise to tomorrow.
Friday, March 6, 2009, 3/06/2009 02:50:00 PM
All right!!! I just came back from camp... and guess what I am temporarily a MUTE... I lost my voice totally even though it came back for a moment ytd... lost it since 1st day of camp... how unfortunate.... but the problem is how did i lose my voice when i didn even shout a lot... the price of being a temporary mute cost me $39 and it includes 7 different medicines.... zzz... so many... I hate medicines... ok now i gonna spam my sleeping time to increase my recovery speed.. so ciaosTuesday, February 17, 2009, 2/17/2009 07:02:00 PM
BORED AS HELL... havent went out for days... lock myself at home to study... I didn know I can actually sit down and study for more than 4 hours.. normally 4 hours is the max... Just just now I finished studying after 6 hours... quite surprising... but still insecured on whether do i remember or not... always the same problem of remember when reading but forget when closed book... Zzz... dunno what to do already...Next thing is I HATE BSTATS... i kinda like lost on wat to study... dont even understand what is some of the formula... zzz nvm gonna rest then continue on it tomorrow again... studying too much will have the opposite effect is what i believe so i shall stop studying now and go have fun hehe....
Quotation
Do the impossible, see the invisible...
RAW RAW fight the power
Touch the untouchable, Break the unbreakable
RAW RAW fight the power
Saturday, February 7, 2009, 2/07/2009 10:57:00 PM
Alright... i jus came back from sports camp bonding camp... nice... stay over night for only ONE night... haha... quite fun... Friday, during IAC, I can seriously say its really very boring... so bored that charmaine and I started playing and taking stupid pics of everything and me doing stupid things... and eventually i am not the only one doing stupid things anymore... I have ben and charmaine doing the same stupid things as me... the russel peters' retard sign...hehe... After that met nick shaw and had him adding in the stupid fun too... freaking funny lah... hehe....the angry looking picture, i was trying very hard NOT to laugh but i bursted out in the end.... anyways monday have DSS paper damn sianzzz...
