狂乱家族日記
Diary of The Frenzy Family
Name: Wee Wei Jie Elson
Nicknames: eL, Ikai
el_wave@hotmail.com
North view Primary, ACS Barker Road, Singapore sports school, ACS Independent, Ngee Ann Poly
Hobbies: reading mange, watching anime, swimming, sleeping
狂乱日記
Friday, November 6, 2009, 11/06/2009 02:53:00 PM
It's been a while since I am at my blog. I know this blog is no longer read by anyone because it's been forever since I have last posted but even so I gonna post for once after so long.I feel like I am lost in my own cross road of life now, even though I have learnt so many things, done so many things, I still feel not much of a achievement and as usual I am still a jack of all trades yet master of none.
Been doing lots of things lately too, swimming competition which is held at a place that I always try to avoid going, doing things that I seriously don't want to do. Facing it is a really big obstacle for me, seeing people I used to hate and seeing places I used to go and stay. To me now, everything seems so far-off and illusional.
Just a few days back, I wasn't able to keep my cool and got into a quarrel with my good friend, I really want to apologise to that person and say that I don't mean to do so. Sorry for all the times, I have troubled you and thanks for supporting me whenever I am down and continue to stay with me even though others may already leave me out. Instead of being thankful to you, I got angry and quarrelled with you.
Just a while ago, I was doing a quiz on FB and I got this. Haha I don't even know is this real or not but I get the feeling I am like that.
Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.
You’re usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most... of the time willing to talk about it.
You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”
You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!
You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...
You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.
You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.
To people, who are reading this blog, I am not being a emo idiot. Even now, I am still continuing to look forward in life to go against the ugly flow of bad luck in front of me.
Now I know, even useless people can be useful when they really try their best. Nothing will change if you just stand still and wait for people to come. Others are just people who will give you a pull but to hold on to that hand that reach out to you, is the choice of the one who needs it