omg... tomorrow's the big day... the competition day... its being 1 year since i compete and my every aspect is not as good as last time alrdy... i hope i can do well haha... tonight i guess i have to sleep quite early haha... so many things to prepare also... warming up trunks, competition trunks, goggles, swim cap, extra clothes, towel, mats and other stuff... feel so weird after not competing... i dont realli feel nervous or rather i have these thing inside me burning hoping tht it will come soon even though i know i may not win at all... for this competition i realli hope to find back my lost motivation without it, i realli hav not much of a mood to train... last time training was so fun to me even though its super tiring but now i feel like a chore to go to training... feel like it is a drag or something... i still like swimming as always but the mood to train is not there... lets just hope that i get my motivation to train again soon... if not i am as good as going there but not training... training must be enjoyed in order to gain something if not enjoying at all nothing is learnt that is what i think... so good luck to me tomorrow for my swim... hopefully i dont die in the middle of the race haha
Ok i jus got back my altered formal clothes the full set... i onli showing the top since the bottom is all the same